you guys, i just want to make sure you all know that i would never commit suicide. it is something i have considered in the past...but only at really dark times, and God has brought it to my attention that suicide is not the answer-for soooo many reasons. one of which being that no matter how bad things get, i know God is always there for me. He always loves me, even when i feel like iv utterly let him down. and, God put us all here for a reason...we may not know exactly what that reason is...but He does and by killing ourselves we cant fulfill that reason. we are also making a huge difference in the lives of those aroung us-weather we realize it or not. these are just a few of many many reasons...but theyre still good...good enough to stick it out...our time here on earth is sooooooo short compared to that of which we can spend in heaven...lets make the most of it?

im having an incredibly bad day...or maybe its just a bad life?

i dont understand what iv done to make everyone hate me so much...